Thursday, October 23, 2008

free as a bee...wee~~

hi to all..
it's been like a month since the last time i posted something here.it's quite long aite?.yeah with lotsa assignments and part time job that filled up all those times, it didn't look long to me at all. in fact, i thought it was a bit short.hehehe..

anyways, as the title of this post is "free as a bee",i'm happy to let you all know that i'm free right now.with almost every assessments had been submitted, i can officially say that i'm free.altho i still have one more assessment to go yet i still feel free as a bee...weeee~~

i'm counting the days to go back to malaysia. two more weeks to go man!.can't wait.hehe.i hve lots of activities that i want to do.in fact i have a list too.wanna see? here it is:

1) first of all, i wanna meet my family.that's the ultimate reason why i want to go back.miss them like hell.

2) go shopping. altho i must say that lots of items are cheaper here in aussie but i still love the excitement and the environment when i go for shopping in malaysia.

3)food. i miss my mom's cooking.i miss eating kenny roger's.i miss chicken rice shop.miss malaysian foods!

4)jalan-jalan cari pasal.hehe.this is what i love the most.drive my mum's or dad's car to any place that i want to go.

5)looking for a part time job. i'm not very sure about this one.but i'll try finding it.

6)Cuti-cuti malaysia.i want to have a family vacation.will suggest this to my parents.

i think that's all.currently. will add more to that later.

that's all peeps.bye!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

assignment oh assignment!

hi everyone!
yup.i know.all of u have already known what am i going to write.the feeling of "stressness" and f""ked up due to piles of assignments that buried my prosperous and joyous life.yes.u guys know the feeling.i dun have to describe it further.i know all of my friends(especially ones who are in my course) currently have lots of assignments to be submitted.well, i'll have nothing to say to you except for good luck and gambate!.

i'm in the midst(or should i say in the beginning?)of finishing up my assignment.i have one to submit next week and one the week after.luckily, i have one week off starting 27/9 until 5/10 and that means i can celebrate raya without worrying to miss classes.hehehe..

out of all these, i still enjoy my life tho. i just received my allowances.yeay!.for 5 months.and i was so happy.i shouted my heart out when i heard the news.there are so many things that i want to do with the money.hehehe.but i'll keep it to myself.no need to share with u guys.

that's all.have a blast ramadhan everyone!

cheers,
zaim

Friday, September 12, 2008

hello from malaysia!

today, i was so excited. my long-awaited parcel (not that long actually..hehe) has arrived. this morning, before i went to work, i went downstairs to the admin office to see whether my parcel has arrived. and it did.and i came to a decision to take it after i finished my work today.

here's the parcel:
as u can see it was a mosquito's coils box.haha.i dun mind with the box.the important part is the contains.


and here's what inside:

these were just a few of what's inside. i think the parcel this time was quite heavy compared to the last time my sis sent me. this parcel was given to me from my family specially for ramadhan.and u can see the pic of instant "ketupat".and that's for hari raya.definitely!

thanks to my family again.really appreciate it.i got lotsa keropok ikan.hehe.and kerepek too.hhmm all time cravings!.

that's all from me.
chow!

cheers,
zaim



Wednesday, September 10, 2008

current updates

hi peeps!
today is the 10th day of ramadhan.that's mean i have fasted for 9 days and i have 20 more days to complete the fasting.thrilled yet sad coz i like fasting!(what a statement!)

ok my current updates since the last post that i've posted:

a) last week was very tiring. i worked for 22 hours in a week!.gosh.it was a hell of experience coz i was fasting and working at the same time. luckily i managed to go through that successfully.i dun "tinggal my puasa la".dun wori readers...

b) i went for my last school visit on monday the 8th. i hve a mixed feelings on that. i'm happy yet sad(again!).i love the school. i love the children. i like the teachers.what else could we get from such a prestigious school in brisbane.i wish i'll be send to such school when i go for my teaching in 2011.God help me!

c)i've just submitted my MDB349 assignment yesterday.it was the second part of the assignment. i stiill need to submit another 2 parts which due in october.thank GOD!.that was my first time doing the assignment last minute. i did it in the morning and i need to submit it in the afternoon.alhamdulillah, i managed to finish it.that was my punishment for being so lazy these days. but i can't help it!this semester i feel so lazy and demotivated to learn. i dunno how.compared to last semester which i think i was much more motivated and eager to learn.huhu.

d)laziness. i'm so malas these days.i dunno why.i'd rather stay in my room and sleep the whole day than to go out.maybe it's because of the fasting.

e) yesterday i received a message from my mother. she said she dreamt about me.i was so touched. i called her right after that and asked her condition.she's ok.my father also was ok.there were only the two of them in the house. i was asking her,"Mak, makan pe buka hari ni?" and she replied "Makan ikan goreng ngan sayur masak bening je..yela kan mak ngan abah je kat umah."and i was touched.again.but i was not worried coz my sis will come back every weekends during ramadhan.and my parents will have a company for buka puasa.sorry mak n abah, if Australia were just 2 hours away from malaysia, i'll go back everyday to buka puasa with you.huhu.

that;s all from me.i'd better get ready to go to work.luckily today i'll only work for 3 hours.wish me luck!thanks again.

cheers,
zaim

Monday, September 1, 2008

first day of fasting

salam to everyone.

first day of fasting outside malaysia and far away from home.how was it feel?to be frank, i felt nothing.wakaka.i just went through the whole day like any other days.tired, sleepy,bored.same as usual.nothing's different.ok let me tell you a bit about my activities for today:

3.45am: woke up to eat my sahur.i ate a bowl of soup and a few bread. i dunno why i woke up when usually i didn't.maybe it's the spirit of being in a situation where i myself have to take care of my own self.hehehe.klaka gler!

5.00am: perform my subuh prayer and went back to sleep.zzzzzzzzzzzz!!

7.40am: woke up to go to erika's class.i was so shocked when i saw my clock.i had only 20 mins to get myself ready for class.i bathed super quick and dressed super fast.luckily i did managed to get there before 8.00am.pheww!

8.00am:erika's class started.a few groups were presenting their microteaching.and after that we were learning and discussing on teaching vocabulary and words to students.i was so bored and nearly slept.haha.as usual!

11.30am:went to work.before that i stopped by at the bank to deposit an amount of money.my salary!hehehe.

12.00pm:started working at the kebab store.

3.00pm: finished working.went to a few stores to search for a container to fill up the soy sauce at my house.thank God i found one of those.decided to walk back to my house (which in the end i regretted it). i felt my legs were starting to dislocate from its proper location.maybe it's because of the effects of standing for 3 hours and started walking non-stop right after that.

4.30pm: reached home safely.fuhh.started to plan what to cook for "buka puasa".asked syefah to come over to cook(she's like a chef imported to our house).hehe.finally we decided to eat fish fillets and egg plant "sambal".yumyum.plus jg was extremely generous to donate her pizza to us.
and one more thing.syefah also made "roti jala".the dining table was covered with all the delicacies which made us eager to wait for the time to "buka puasa" came.and finally we did "buka puasa".

6.10pm: went to digital media class.at first i was hesitated to go but thinking of missing the class in the previous weeks made me felt that i need to go to the class.the class was sooooooooooooo bored. i did a podcast and presented it to the whole class.i kept looking at the clock because i wanted to go back early to watch Australian Idol.but i missed the show.huahua.dun wori.i'll vote for Chrislyn.go Brisbane!

9.00pm.watch tv and gossipping as always.

and now i'm writing this blog.yeah that's all happening today.if you find it cool, you must be out of your mind.if you find it frustrating, you should do a lot of soul searching and self reflection.anyways, it depends on how you perceive it.

chow~

lotsa love,
zaim

ramadhan al-mubarak

hello peeps...
ramadhan's here.and i am glad that it's here coz i've waited for so long for it to come.it's just because i want to experience a totally different environment of fasting this year coz i'm in Australia and far from my beloved home.sob~

anyways, i'm looking forward on that.today is the first day of ramadhan and i've just eaten my post-midnight meal(sahur la tue).i ate a bread and a bowl of soup.just dun have the mood to cook any meal.plus i'm lazy oredi!..actually i miss my mum's voice waking me up to eat sahur.but today,right now, i didn't hear that which made me sad.plus i miss eating with my family and my mom's cooking.wuahawuahawuaha.no worries u guys.i'm not crying, i'm just sad.but yeah.like i said, i want to experience new environment.i know i can do it.

the first day of ramadhan will be a tiring day for me.as all my mondays will always be. i'll have class at 8am with beloved erika and at 6pm with Shaun.plus i'm working today which sometimes makes me wonder how am i going to go through today's activity.but i have to be strong.i need to.

looking forward for the experience today.will update soon about that.

till then,
bye.
zaim

Friday, August 29, 2008

of friendship and jealousy

current mode~devastated,sad

how do u feel if someone you know best suddenly talk bad about you at the back??when you yourself hadn't done anything wrong to him or her???and you heard each and every words they're saying???clearly??

i have experienced it and i know how it felt.it hurts.bad.seriously.i myself sometimes didn't understand why people suddenly behave like that; start talking bad about you behind your back. i tried to understand over and over again and i tried to reevaluate my actions and behaviors towards others.but i didn't find any light to guide me through to find the ultimate answer.

i had discussed this matter with my family and friends which i trust the most.they all said "Maybe it's because they're jealous of you".but i replied back to them "On what basis? i don't do any harm to them. in fact, i tried my best to help them."they're all just stunned.speechless.at the end, they kept saying,"Just be patient.They'll get what they deserve later".But i don't want something bad happen to one of my friends although he or she had done something bad to me.

i cried so many times over this matter. i just don't know how to react and respond. i felt helpless at times when it came to deal with this kind of problem. i keep on praying to God to help me.i just say to myself "It's just life.Just learn from it and continue on doing what you do best."

i try my very best to be a friend that anyone can rely on.i'll do whatever i can to preserve the friendship that i have made.although sometimes i need to tell lie and be fake.but i need to.coz i love my friends.

to all my friends, i love u guys dearly.the friendship that we have made will be cherished for the rest of my life.i'm lucky to have u guys as my friends.thank you.

lotsa love,
zaim

Saturday, August 23, 2008

latest update

hi.
welcome to another episode of a journey of a person named zaim.hehehe..sounds cheesy ha?yup it is.i can't deny it.just dun hve any specific things to write.maybe i'll update some things regarding my current life.

a)work. yes i am working now( for those who didn't read my last post).i am working in a kebab store.it's kinda bored at times but thinking about getting money at the end of it makes me work even harder .in fact, i need to work.this is all because of the rent of the house which i currently live in is very expensive and with my overspending habit and lack of knowledge in financial organization, i need to have more money.;)

b)uni.assignments keep coming in.i haven't started any one of them yet.hehe.yeah such a normal thing for me as i'm not a kind of person who starts doing my assignments as early as possible.but the thoughts of getting better grades for this semester somehow have pushed me a bit to be a bit more productive and effective.eventhough i hvnt started anything yet but i will.i have to.yes i am going to!

c)home.lately i miss home badly. i mean bad!.i keep on thinking about my parents and siblings. every night i'll have them in my dreams.huhu.sometimes it makes me want to burst into tears but i have to be strong.and i'll keep playing this thought over and over again inside my mind "ala, 2 tahun je, xlame.lgpun akhir tahun ni aq blik.lg 2 bulan je nk blik". if i can survive six months, how come i can't for only 2 months?.c'mon zaim.small matter la..

d)adjusting my life for next year.haha. currently i try to find a house for next year.hopefully i'll find one before i get back to malaysia.

there are lots of things that happened for the past one week but i'd rather keep it as a secret.hehe.mcm la bende tue private sgt. it's nothing la.basically that's all.hehe.

c ya again1

Friday, August 15, 2008

first day of work

today was my first day at work.i've been assigned to work in a shift starting at 11am to 3pm. it was very tiring as i can't sit for the whole 4 hours.i didn't eat before i went to work which made my "tiredness" overflowed to its maximum level.

what made me even more nervous today was i have been observed and evaluated by the general manager. i haven't met him before.he suddenly appeared from the back of the store and started teaching me on how to make a more proper kebab. i was so naive and started to follow each of his direction. but it was worth a time to hear him teaching on how to make the kebab. before this, not that i hadn't get the chance to learn how to make kebab but before this, i was not very sure.and now, i think i hve mastered the kebab making.yeay!

tomorrow i will have another shift. from 10-3pm. and right after that, i will have to rush to ekka for the last dance performance. it must be a tiring day again for me tomorrow.but it's life right!

till then,
bye peeps!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

of a happy and sad moment

salam to everyone.

yesterday was a happy and sad day for me.my emotions were juggling up and down.there were times where i felt so down and there were times where i felt so happy.here's the story:

the sad moment occurred at about 12pm.i was busy practicing with all the dancers for ekka which will be held later that evening.suddenly i received a message from my sis.she said that my grandmother had passed away. i was extremely shocked.my emotions were all mixed up. while i was in the midst of enjoying myself, i received such a tragic news which i myself couldn't possibly handle.being me, an emotional person, sometimes it's hard to predict what i'll be reacting.and at the moment i received the news, i didn't cry.yes,i didn't which i myself can't believe it. i dunno.maybe because of the mixed feelings that i had. but later, the emotions suddenly built up and i cried my first tear when i was about to start my dance part which is zapin.

i suddenly blame myself for not seeing my grandmother right before i flew to australia.i did see her but only for a short period of time. until this very second, i still have the image of her face right in front of my eyes and in my mind. i miss her.terribly.i feel like i want to fly back to malaysia but i couldn't afford the flight ticket.i miss her cooking.i miss to hear her laugh and see her smile.i just miss her.that's all.but what to do.it's fate. and it's Allah work and i, as a normal human being cannot challenge Allah's will.what i can do is just pray for her.hopefully she will be placed among all "orang2 beriman".amin.

the happy moment happened in the same day just a few hours after i received that tragic news. i finally got the chance to dance in front of other people. what makes me so happy and proud is that this is my first time doing that and surprisingly, i'm enjoying it.not for the fact that i favour being in the limelight but i just enjoy dancing and performing.and one more thing, i'll be performing againg this saturday.and i'll make sure this time should be much better.that's the spirit that i need to put forth.

~yesterday was a tough day for me yet i learned a lot from it.thank you Allah for giving me the opportunity to experience it.hopefully i'll be a better person in the future.

p/s: tomorrow i'll start working in a kebab store.wish me luck my dear readers!

the end



Monday, August 11, 2008

i love kids!

~ today was a big day for me. it was my first time going for a school visit in australia. i was so eager to go and observe and the most important part was i got the chance to see all those cute little faces.i love it!

i was sent to Ironside State School in St Lucia. i woke up a bit late though today but fortunately i didn't miss the bus.alhamdulillah. i arrived safely to the school at about 8.20am and went straight away to the office with my other 3 friends(acan,ayu and izy). we met with the deputy principal and she has conducted a small tour around the school. i was assigned by erika(my lovely lecturer) to observe a year 4 class. i met with the class teacher which is super duper nice. his name is terry edwinsmith. i think he is about 40+ years of age. he has this face that makes students feel easy to talk to him. and i felt the same way too.;)

i was introduced by mr edwinsmith to the class. they are very nice. the class is multiracial with a mix of australians, japanese, chinese, indonesians and malaysians too!.the class started right after mr terry introduced me with a morning talk prepared by 4 students. after that, they had a session where they learned how to write a letter.

i noticed a few major differences in this classroom compared to previous classrooms which i have experienced for the past couple of years when i was in primary and secondary school. they have a few breaks between the lessons. they have this one break called "fruit break" where the students will eat fruits that they bring from home. and after that, they will have their lunch break for about half an hour. compared to most of malaysian schools, they have only one break which i thought was a bit stressful. apart from that, the number of students in the classroom that i observed is only 24 but compared to most of malaysian classrooms, the number is ranging between 35-45 students. less number of students will give the teacher more time to be spent to the students directly. this was what i observed from the classroom where the teacher spent time with the students if they were not understanding the lesson taught.

it's enough i think. i feel as if i were to write an assignment.hahaha.anyways, i do enjoy the visit. a new experience for me.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

of curry puffs and "makan-makan"

yesterday, i went to ponny's house to help syefah with all the cooking needed for the qut mysa "makan-makan". Altho, frankly speaking, i didn't help that much, but the fact is i do help.hahaha.i helped to do the curry puffs.for your information, this is my first time doing the curry puffs. and i was put in a section where i need to do the "kelim" part which i think the most hardest and crucial part of all.scary huh?

but i managed to do it. with the help of my fellow friends (syefah~of course,jg,acan,ka,puteri n emy).altho emy and puteri were so tired because they were just coming back from work, but they still helped us with their tremendous effort of putting all those curry puffs together. but being human, there must be something unpredictable happening (we all know what was it) which i see as unforseen circumstances.and we dun blame at anyone for that simply because we are amateurs!.let me tell you that "circumstances" made the number of curry puffs decreased a bit.sorry syefah~

we had a good fun.it took us nearly 3 hours to finish up.and after that,we had our dinner.(thanks to syefah who didn't stop cooking from the minute she arrived n also to ponny who sponsored our dinner for that night). we watched tv together and left the house around 11pm.

today is the big day.the "makan-makan" by qut mysa. hopefully it will run smooth.n the most important part is hopefully no one will get a stomach ache just because of eating the curry puffs.let's pray for it!.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

finally...

the title says it all. finally, i did something which i waited for quite sometime which is to sing in a choir.yeay!. today, i started learning to sing in a choir after a long wait which made me sometimes a bit "nervous".yup. my first ever experience of singing in choir full of experienced musician and tremendous singers. i was so nervous and enthusiastic at the same time. yet the nervousness got control over me during the practice session. As i was singing, my voice started to shake.but i have to make a complement towards myself coz i managed to control the voice not to be heard out loud.hehehe.

but yeah, it was a hell of a good experience. i struggled a lot especially when it came to sing just by reading all the notes in the music scores. i dunno anything about those tiny little dots and a line with a twirl at the bottom or at the top of it.it was so funny as i needed to hear the person next to me sing in order for me to get the correct note.luckily that person was able to read those notes.and i managed to sing according to the notes in the music score. yeay!. but seriously i need to learn how to read it otherwise i will get stress out and left behind. i dun want that to be happening.

i basically learn something today. i know a bit about those music notes but i need to improve on my knowledge regarding that. can't wait for the next session!.

a hope is what i'm longing for.

hope.it's just a word. yet it does have a deeper meaning.and it is what i'm currently undergoing. i'm longing for hope.i just want some hope. a hope that can bring a more clearer path for me. a hope that can shed some light through out my years. yes, a hope is sometime "hopeless".but i'm in need of that. could you please lend me some hope?.just some hope.a bit is enough for me.yet i still have got none of it.

Friday, August 1, 2008

kemalasan melanda

i have started my new semester last week and still my level of "kemalasan" is at its highest level. i still haven't got the strive and determination to start this new semester. i feel lost. yes i am.lost.i was so "malas" until i feel like i want to quit studying.eh wait!. quit?.OMG. u r crazy!.yes i am. after thinking about it for several times. eh hello(tiru sufy), i have a contract with the government. if i were to quit studying, that means i have bridge the contract. and the most important part is i have to pay back all the money to the government.hahaha.where can i find that amount of money?.nk korek lubang hidung pun x jumpe.hahaha.

ok now let me tell all of you the subjects that i take during this semester which i think have caused me to feel a bit stress and of course "malas".
a) TESOL Methodology.the major subject in this sem.altho the lecturer seems a bit fun, yet i can't give full attention in class.plus the class starts early which means i have to wake up early.that really kills the mood!.
b)Excursions in Mathematical Reasoning.i love maths.i do.this subject is kinda interesting as it evolves around maths and reasoning.but the class in the afternoon.can't concentrate coz i will feel very sleepy.
c)Digital Media in Education.kinda interesting.but the class lasts for 3 hours and it is from 6pm-9pm.gosh!i am so cramped!
d)Introductory Ensemble.hahaha.my fav subject(i think). altho i havent started the class yet, but i think i will enjoy it.yeay finally i have the chance to join a choir team and this subject allows me to do that. and the most important part is i can do what i love to do.SINGING!

basically that's all the subject that i take this sem. and really i need help. i am so "malas".tq.

p/s: assignments start coming in and i need to do it fast but then again i am so "malas".

Friday, June 13, 2008

budget

salam to everyone..
budget.... a "must" term used and applied by most of the students especially for me who lives far from home and family.i am currently undergoing a series of "budgeting" after spending a lot of money. i have to restrict myself to all sorts of things that i enjoy doing for the past few months.

this is the list of things that i have to restrict and be aware of:
1) makanan. i admit that i am a food lover. i enjoy eating. but now i have to put some limit for it.
2) movies. huhuhuh..perkara paling sedih yg perlu aku "budget".i need to watch movies!.
3) shopping. i have lost a lot of money because of this but still i am enjoying it!.

List of things that make me to do this "budgeting"
1) house rent. harga mahal nk mampos!. i have to pay nearly 200 dollars per week so it will add up to 800 dollars per month. gosh, i hate this CLV..
2) internet. my internet connection here is separated from the house rent. so i need to spend like 20 dollars per month depending on how often i use the internet.
3) phone bill. i have to have 29 dollars every month to pay for the bill. but recently i have found out that my bill has exceeded!!aaarrrgghhh.. i need to pay 40 dollars this month.
4) traveling. i have planned a traveling experience during this winter break with my friends. we plan to go to sydney n melbourne. this will require a lot of money as we will have to find a place to stay in melbourne. i reckon i will spend 1000 dollars for this.

i am not blaming the government for giving me insufficient amount of money. i blame myself!. i spent a lot!. padan muka ko zaim...skarang baru ko tau susah..

this is a wake up call for me. I have to be aware next time with my spending habit.hehehe..

p/s: I NEED A JOB!!!

goodbye peeps!

Thursday, June 5, 2008

sex and the city: SUPERB!

hahaha..i know. i just went over limit by saying such word. but i just love the movie.seriously. i was not a follower of the hit series but i enjoyed it. like A LOT!.the plot is good.the acting is amazing.love Sarah Jessica Parker in the movie.she looks damn gorgeous!!i wouldn't know a woman with her age can look amazing,beautiful and damn hot!.the other three women which are Carrie's (Sarah) friends, Samantha, Charlotte and Miranda, they are all really beautiful.
one thing that attracted me from the movie. a love letter that Carrie's read to her boyfriend John. this love letter was written by Ludwig van Beethoven.beautifully written.

Ludwig van Beethoven
The letter: to the Immortal Love

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, not and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can only live wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the lands of spirits - Yes unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V[ienna] is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - at my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in out connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes everyday - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the l[etter] at once. - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve out purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. -Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of you beloved.

ever thine
ever mine L.
ever ours

~this is the love letter that brought Carrie and John back together.oooppss!! say no more.just watch the movie peeps!!

bye..
see ya peeps!!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

lalala cari kerja..

hehehe...lalala cari kerja..
i've been searching for part time jobs for three months but still i hvnt got any one of them...sob3..
until today, i still search for it as i desperately need a job.not that the government doesn't provide enough money for me to survive here but i need more.i seriously need more money..
things that i plan to do with the money that i get if i were to get a part time job:
1) shopping bebeh!!shopping..miss the adrenaline rush when u go out for shopping.miss the excitement.miss everything about it.i need more jeans,more shoes and more belts.hehehe. i think what i have right now is not enough. although i have it back in malaysia but i dun want to burden my parents by sending all those stuffs here. i miss going out shopping in malaysia.malaysia is a shopping heaven!

2)new digital camera.hehehe.maybe a lot of my closest frens know my all time fav camera here in aussie. thanks to my sis for letting me to bring it to aussie. but i need a new one.since these days, my "cam whore" level is slightly increasing.

3)presents for my siblings and parents. their birthdays are coming soon. i need to give them some presents. birthday presents all the way from aussie. hehehe.i plan to give my sis a perfume, my brother an mp3 player, my mom a handbag and my father a shirt.

4)traveling. i want to save money for traveling this year and next year. although this year i have prepared the money to go traveling, but being me "zaim mohd jais", that money wouldn't fit my desire of buying stuffs from those places as this is my first time of going there (sydney n melbourne). and next year i plan to go to new zealand and obviously i need more money to fulfill that dream.

basically that's all my plan if i have the money from my part time job.hope i'll get one.pray for me.

a little bit of an ear and eye candy for all of you. a song from meet uncle hussein (i dun noe whether i spell the name correctly)


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till then
bye peeps!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

say hello to a new day!

hello!!! (as the title of this post ask me to do).

how r u going folks?hhmmm..today is a brand new day.yeay~~~.yesterday i have finished my clb320 exam which means that i still have one more exam paper n one more assignment to submit to end this semester..yahoooo!!!..enough with my excitement..

but i can't help it.yesterday when i went out from the exam room, i can feel the burden was coming out from my shoulder.i felt extremely relieved.yes!!although i was not satisfied with the way i answered the questions....coz of the time limit..i still have a lot more to write but time passed by soooo fast...but what to do!hhhmmm..

currently, i'm in the midst of finishing my assignment..it's a research paper of a second language user...i hv done the interview last night and i need to find sources and studies that will support my findings..hhhmm..but for now, i found none!!yes NONE!!hahaha..but don't worry peeps...i'll try my best to find one..

that's all for now.need to continue finishing my assignment.
till then...
chow~

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

kemalasan yg melanda....

i'm screwed! enough said.this is all because of my kemalasan yg di tahap maksima.hahahha..
~i have a test today but still haven't done a "proper" revision...dh la malas nk menghafal..isyh semuanya malas la..but i know i have to do better in this exam because of my assessment yg not that good..i can say...need to strive for better grade..although for me it doesn't matter at all..hahahaa..pening la..but i remember what my parents have told me...blaja rajin2..jgn malukan mak n abah..make us proud...huhuhuh...ok mak n abah..i will!
~i have one assignment due next week but still haven't started anything.although someone may said that it is a bit easy but still for me i'll be struggling finishing it.i don't have the passion to write (except for all those craps..ahaha).ohh please help me!.
~kemalasan untuk mencari keje..hhhmm..i hve applied to all sorts of work but still haven't managed to get one.huhuhu..i desperately need a job rite now.need more money to satisfy my needs..hehehe..gler la ayat itu..but yeah..plus the condition in which i dun want to ask money from my parents.... i need to work..work..work..

itula...jgnla jd cm sy yg pemalas ni...but seriously i want to improve on that..SERIOUSLY!!

bye for now peeps!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

one day as zaim mohd jais....

hahaha..i know the title of this post cm membangga diri skit..but anyways just wanna share my activities for today (saturday 24/5/08).
1) woke up a bit early today (7.00 am~cm x caye je~).usually hr sbtu cm nie, the earliest time that i'll wake up is 9 a.m..hhmm..what an achievment!

2) watch television.nothing much to watch.i dunno.i feel a bit bored when watching those programs in the television.they're all lame and hopeless(what a strong word to use..hehehe).miss malaysian tv programs.i miss watching hindustan movies every satuday at 2 pm(tv3).

3)as usual, surfing the net.checking my mail,frenster,myspace,etc. find and read recipes from the net.hahaha..maybe i'll have ideas on what to cook.

4)went to the valley.bought some groceries.plan to do "makan2".

5)received a phone call from my mom.she asked about the parcel that she posted for me.i hvnt received it.heheh..can't wait for it to arrive.my mom has posted a lot of my favorite food.hahaha..hbisla gemuk la pasni..thanx mak n my sis gak coz tlng poskan and belikan makanan!muaahhhxx..

6)i came to know that akademi fantasia has already reached its final stage.aaaarrrggghhh...that is one of my fav shows. i don't have the chance to watch it here.i've been the biggest fan since its first season.but what to do!dh nasib..huauahua..

basically,those were the things that i did today.n one more thing,miss malaysia so much!

p/s i've already booked ticket to go back to malaysia.so to all my frens back in malaysia, wait for me!yahooo!!

Friday, May 16, 2008

it's just life by ricki lee coulter

just hear the song.somehow u'll understand what is meant by life.

again.life.but in a more leisure mode.

it has been 3 months since i arrived in brisbane.enjoy it here.the weather (altho sumtimes it's freezing cold),the people,the uni(love it!).had a conversation with friends and suddenly i realized this is the first i havent been back to my hometown for quite long.back in ipba, i used to go back once every 2 weeks.never mind though, in fact i need to learn standing on my own two feet.i hve to learn not to be dependent.

until this very moment, i miss malaysia sooooooooo much!.no word can describe how i feel rite now.i miss my family (that is on top of the list),the food(aaarrrggghhh miss my mom's cooking),the place(midvalley dtgla ke brisbane),the weather (kt sini sejukkkkkk).i just don't know.if i were given a chance to go back to malaysia for only a day,maybe i want to do it.gler la..mane nk cri duit....(aiiyyoo another prob...duit mane la ko pegi...).
heart them so much!
nasi lemak yg sedap.huhu

midvalley yg indah!

my study...hhmm..i'm doing just fine.still have one more assignment to submit.will have two papers for the final exam.not in the mode to study (as always...;0) but have to do it.aim for great grades.go zaim!
nothing interesting going on lately.i'm just doing my daily routine as always.no pressure(except for i miss malaysia so bad!).

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life.love.hatred.

life
full of love
full of hatred
one cannot change it
he has to accept it
the heart,the mind,the body,the soul
longing for something innocent,demure,decent
yet rage,anger,disloyalty,jealousy
overshadow everything
that is just it
LIFE.full stop!