Tuesday, April 27, 2010

and then it's almost over....

indeed it is....my 5 1/2 years course will soon come to an end...i can proudly say that i am a degree holder...yeay!!now what sets me apart from holding the degree is the practicum...yes..THE PRACTICUM!!! the 3 whole months of not-having-enough-sleep plus writing endless lesson plans and what not....there goes my personal life...no more karaoke-ing, no more movie watching...haih...pray hard for my survival peeps! i can see myself choking and strangling myself with the tremendous amount of works that await me....pray hard!! God please help me to get through this...

i'm still deciding of what to do after getting my degree...am i going to be a teacher who teaches for the rest of his life at school? or should i get my master's and PhD?hhmm...a big question mark.. i should plan now... (a reminder for myself)..

p/s and also i'm still deciding on which car should i get as my first car after i get my first paycheck...hehe...


Wednesday, February 3, 2010

the art of teaching....

do i have it?
can i learn to master it?
i'm just too late...too late to post this question to myself.
now i'm doubting myself. yet i try to be positive all the time.
positive zaim, stay positive...

Friday, January 22, 2010

self esteem

salam satu malaysia! ( i sound like one of the tv presenter...)

have u ever encountered a particular person who obviously looks high upon themselves? whatever he or she does has always been the most outstanding thing u've ever witnessed?

i dun blame these people for what they believe in, which is obviously THEMSELVES. i always admire people who have such a high self esteem. i envy them for being able to not think about their weaknesses and always bring forward their strengths. but there's always a limit. self esteem is often misjudged by people as being cocky and arrogant. well, i do believe when you have gone over beyoonnndddd the limit, then people would have misjudged you. so, tone it down.

so to whom it may concern, please be aware of your own actions. i'm not asking you not to love yourself but remember there's always a limit. a limit which you can set by yourselves.

regards,
zaim

Thursday, January 14, 2010

hypocrisy

sometimes it's good to be hypocrite. i just choose to be one in certain occasions. i just don't want to get involved in any drama. i'm sick and tired of it. i've had enough.